The truth is we all ache.
We all have growing pains
and wonder if we are
okay and enough and loved.
The thing is – we are.
Without the silver shoes
and leopard print sheets.
We are enough without
all the things we buy
to make us much more
than we are or need to be.
We are simple
~ Sabrina Ward Harrison
Flick through her beautiful new book here
Me at the kitchen window. Looking in, looking out.
Stillness within one individual can affect society beyond measure.
– Bede Griffiths
To live lightheartedly but not recklessly;
to be gay without being boisterous;
to be courageous without being bold;
to show trust and cheerful resignationwithout fatalism
~ this is the art of living.
– Jean De La Fontaine
What Is the Purpose of Your Life?
The purpose of life is to know and experience complete joy. Each person uses different strategies to experience joy.
An artist feels joy painting all day.
A singer feels joy singing.
A dancer feels joy when dancing.
In these cases, painting, singing and dancing are strategies for experiencing and feeling joy. Be open and willing to learn and uncover what would bring joy to you, in all areas of your life.
Realize that every vibration you offer creates your future. Become more deliberate about what you are vibrating. Begin to make decisions based on how things make you feel. Soon you’ll be paying more attention to just how many negative feelings you are willing to tolerate. This is true self-care.
Identify what makes you feel good and do more of it.
Farewell and death
are only different descriptions
for a new beginning and life
All that you are leaving behind
you will find again – in different shape and form.
Me at Tidbinbilla National Park. Earthly home.
“The whole universe is breathing as our breath; we limit the process by our assumption that we are doing the breathing.”
– Pir Vilayat Inayat Khan “Alchemical Wisdom”
I can not begin to describe how irrevocably my life has changed and deepened this year.
I wonder if I even glimpsed what I would experience this year.
I do know this much ~ at Christmas last year, I sat on the balcony,
I sat in a camping chair, and wrote in my journal while the sun set. I wondered at the world.
I craved something more.
I felt like I couldn’t feel the magic in that moment
And as I wrote it down,
the setting sun caught in a cobweb on the balcony
And a rainbow of light shone in my eyes
A magical moment indeed.
And that, in itself, is a metaphor for this year.
This year my life has deepened in immeasurable ways.
Magical ways have been revealed
right before my eyes.
I realise breathlessly that
I am becoming the person I wanted to be.
Yes, oh yes.
I have begun writing again.
I have this blog to express myself, and people read it. I feel like a published author already. To be able to share this journey is such an important thing for me. And for people to be touched by it? That is a dream come true!
I am exploring photography.
I bushwalk in wondrous nature parks.
Everyday I am inspired by words, others and the world.
I paint more.
I have a dog, a cheerful dog who loves me and sits on my feet.
I have more balance.
I am partners with the most beautiful man in the world. We are growing in love and my heart is filled with him. Together we are learning about healthy love. There is so much love between us, and we are learning to move in more loving, peaceful, trusting ways.
“A great ship asks deep waters” – George Herbert
I live as simply as I can.
I am progressing and deepening in self love.
I am more Buddhist, and am learning every day.
My mind is calming. I am taming my monkey mind.
I am opening like a flower.
I am blossoming like a wildflower.
And… Possibly the biggest thing which has filled my heart… Friendships. Some old, some new. Opening new worlds in me. I am amazed by the blessings I receive from friendships on a daily basis.
SARK and the wonderful human beans I have found on SARK’s Marvellous Message Board.
How I am inspired, held and taught by those wonderful beings.
There are too many of these women to name all that have touched me and opened my eyes just by sharing their story or listening to mine.
Emelisa and Lisa Marie are two such wondrous women.
I feel like I’ve found a dear friend in both of them.
I am astounded how the hearts of two strangers can meet and have tea parties and mini adventures sleepovers and picnics of the spirit. Our hearts, all out there in the universe, doing wondrous things!
I also have received countless amounts of beautiful snail mail from women all over the world.
Making connections of love and friendship and woman wonder.
I also have had lovely friendships with commuters – the people I travel on a bus with every day. Paris, Ben, Rob, Fi, Di, Tracey ~ all making public transport a blessing in disguise.
My new job this year has brought me in touch with such beautiful people. My whole team is lovely, laid back and laughter filled. Rob and Barb are marvellous managers. Deb and Lile are absolute blessings, permanent lunch dates with these filled with girly giggles and open heart sharing with these two fairies. The connections we make as women can make the world revolve.
So the new worlds of friends have opened and extended me in enormous ways.
As do my old friends.
Zetty, Charlie, Daniel, Sonia, Jayne, jC.
jC not being technically my old friend, but Chris’, and an immediate old friend of mine.
All these wonderful wonderful people that are connecting or re-connecting with me
Who make me remember myself
Who inspire me
Who love me
So so many blessings of friendships
My friendship garden of flowers is blossoming and blooming away
I love I love I love
Connections are such a magical thing!
So yes, so many amazing, beautiful, stupendous, wonderful things this year…
growing into myself ~ what a wonderful thing
My heart yearns for the sky and wants to be as expansive and all encompassing.
All these things I have dreamt of, wanted to be,
And I AM being.
There is more to come of this
So much more
But the journey is beautiful and picturesque and never lonely.
I give honour to this year ~ this year of growth and awakening.
Not always pretty ~ but always, always beautiful.
Filled with the riches of the deepest kind ~
Art, life, love, friendships, words.
Every man’s work,whether it be literature or
music or pictures or architecture or anything else,
is always a portrait of himself.
– Samuel Butler
For all that has been, thanks; to all that will be, yes.
– Dag Hammarskjold
Yes. Yes. Yes.
Lovely email from Helena today.
Talked to Emelisa ~ but a truck knocked over the powerline in front of her house and her power went out!
Spinning: Dawson’s Creek Soundtrack… I love I love I love.
Faves are Chantel Krevaziuk’s Feels Like Home and Sophie B Hawkin’s Lose Your Way. Makes my heart sing and sigh all at once.
Reading: Suzanne’s Diary to Nicholas by James Patterson.
Recommended by Emelisa… very easy to read, sort of cliched, but she assures me the love that is in it is so worthwhile.
Fave moment: Reading above book outside, perched on the outside windowsill, watching the sun set, and the stars come out, the lights brighten on the hills. Finally it is warm enough to wear shorts until dark!
Finishing today: On beanbag, watching Wildboyz, Chris and Charlie by my side, chatting to Dan on the laptop. Feeling loved by all these boys!
And now we are having a storm.